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Kathy (curlygirl)


July 8, 2008


Massachusetts


9/27


Breast Cancer


infiltrating ductal carcinoma


7/1/08


Stage 1


02


Grade 2


Positive


Positive


No


No


Lymph Node Removal, Lumpectomy


yes


Tamoxifen


It is a lonely road.


I can not actually control the universe.


Send prayers and positive energy. It really, truly helps!


I found a lump in my right breast during a self-breast exam.


7/10/08—Lumpectomy, 1 sentinel node, and 2 other nodes removed. Nodes were free of cancer.


Started radiation on 9/8/08. 5x/week for 6 weeks.


Started Tamoxifen on 8/26/08, was taken off of it on 10/2/08. I had very few side effects, including minor muscle aches—which went away after a couple of weeks—and fatigue, but the emotional effects were getting serious. I cried all the time and could not focus my mind enough to even get through washing a sink-full of dishes. I was definitely sinking into depression. Doc took me off the med until 3 weeks after radiation ends, at which time I will ease back on slowly.


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July 12, 2008

The power of loveViews: 902

The first line of one of my favorite songs is, “Sometimes it amazes me how strong the power of love can be.” This line is so alive in me right now. The day of my surgery could have been full of fear and the following day full of pain and weakness, but neither of those things happened. Starting the night before the surgery, I was overcome by a sense of calm that I can only attribute to the power of love. I had reached out to all our family and friends and asked for their positive energy and prayers and, in receiving them, I was surrounded by a bubble of protection. I felt radiant and strong. Tim and my Mom report that they could even see this when they looked at me. There was no way I could have been that strong on my own. This was the power of love carrying me along, protecting me, and delivering me safely home.

The gratitude I feel for this gift from everyone is so deep, it brings me to tears. I don’t know how I would have made it through without that bubble around me. We so often say, “You will be in my thoughts” or “in my prayers.” I want those who sent me their thoughts and prayers to know that it truly does make a difference. It made all the difference in the world for me and I will never forget it.

You are so right. It would be hard to make it without the love, thoughts and prayers of others.
You have my love, thoughts and prayers for as long as you need them.
Hugs,
Joyce

Love, love, LOVE! It’s here, and it’s radiating toward you always.
k




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